To my future self

He Kōrero mō te Tangata Evolving

— a moment in time, for One Who Sees

I Know Who I Am Becoming

I am not here to maintain what is.
I am here to evolve what might yet be.

I walk with whakapapa at my back,
systems in my sight,
and the ache of a future that is not promised
but possible.

I do not need the world to understand me.
Only to feel what I am pointing toward.


I See the Pattern

I see it:
the spirals of devolution masked as progress.
The same patterns looping with different costumes.
Extraction dressed as growth.
Power without principle.
Speed without soul.

I know these systems were not made for us.
But I still believe we can make systems worthy of our mokopuna.


I Feel the Clock

Yes, I feel it.
The tightening coil of time.
The grief of things not done,
the pressure of what remains.

But I will not let urgency steal my presence,
or exhaustion bury my joy.

I am not a martyr.
I am a mapmaker.


I Honour the Paradox

I believe we are evolving.
And I fear we are not fast enough.
Both are true. I hold them both.

I carry hope like a seed:
not naive,
but buried in dark soil,
waiting for the right conditions to rise.


I Refuse to Devolve

I will not become what I critique.
I will not mirror the chaos in my attempt to heal it.

My revolution begins in my nervous system.
My leadership begins in my integrity.

I will rest. I will rage. I will reimagine.
But I will not become brittle.


I Choose Evolution

I am not here to be consumed by the world.
I am here to remind it that we are more than machines,
more than markets,
more than meat in motion.

I believe we are meant to be stewards,
storytellers,
wayfinders,
weavers of life.

This is my stand.
This is my breath.
This is my becoming.

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